Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Hi my name is k8 and I have NO FREAKING WILLPOWER whatsoever. This is my first post bc I have been swamped- work, now we have vacation bible school at church all week. Okay I don't care if you think I'm a big cornball, but I bought Slimfast at the store last week and have been using that as a meal replacement in the am and at lunch. But my stomach growls so I've been having pretzels and salad in between and drinking tons of water. I joined the local YMCA last week but alas have yet to go bc of the busy week so my first night will be Monday.
The only time I have ever stuck to a diet is when I was pregnant and had to go on one bc I had such severe gestational diabetes. Every other diet I have ever been on I start then go back to the regular junky crap food. It really doesn't help that in our office we have this huge tray of those big chocolate chip and other soft cookies you buy in the bakery at Sam's Club out for our patients. Yikes they smell soooooo good.
By the way I am the fattest I have ever been in my entire life. Not that I've ever been skinny but in high school I could get in a 12. I won't even tell you what size I have to buy now. I never lost any post pregnancy weight (I have twins) and since my grandmom died I have been depressed and eating like a piggo. I have to lose weight for my kids so they can have a healthy mom.
I would really like some McD's french fries right now. Oy vey.
The only time I have ever stuck to a diet is when I was pregnant and had to go on one bc I had such severe gestational diabetes. Every other diet I have ever been on I start then go back to the regular junky crap food. It really doesn't help that in our office we have this huge tray of those big chocolate chip and other soft cookies you buy in the bakery at Sam's Club out for our patients. Yikes they smell soooooo good.
By the way I am the fattest I have ever been in my entire life. Not that I've ever been skinny but in high school I could get in a 12. I won't even tell you what size I have to buy now. I never lost any post pregnancy weight (I have twins) and since my grandmom died I have been depressed and eating like a piggo. I have to lose weight for my kids so they can have a healthy mom.
I would really like some McD's french fries right now. Oy vey.
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It sounds like you're doing well. I feel your pain. I'm thankful I have no cash because I would go to McD's and buy those french fries - one for you and for me. LOL.
Must resist!
I'm going to the pool to swim some laps. See ya :) Hang in there!
Must resist!
I'm going to the pool to swim some laps. See ya :) Hang in there!
It doesn't take willpower, it takes a desire for change. If you really want it you WILL get it! Got it!? ;)
Lately all I have to do is look at the flab hiding under my shirt (oh yeah, lift up that shirt and take a peek when you want those fries) and the urge is gone. I want a flat tummy WAY more than I want those fries.
I am wishing you the best of luck! We are all in this with you!
Jodi
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Lately all I have to do is look at the flab hiding under my shirt (oh yeah, lift up that shirt and take a peek when you want those fries) and the urge is gone. I want a flat tummy WAY more than I want those fries.
I am wishing you the best of luck! We are all in this with you!
Jodi
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