Day 4 and I'm still being good. I had told myself I wouldnt weigh myself for a week or two. Three days is not going to drop anything. But I did and it saddened me that Im the same. I guess b/c each moment of this is hard and for zero change.. it frustrates me you know? ?But i'm staying strong. I had thoughts of hershey kisses and a chick filet sandwhich or two but I stayed pretty good. Maybe overdid my lunch portion size but still... could be worse.

I was going to hae lunch with hubby tomorrow at our usual fave spot. BUT its all fatty foods so I'm not going to go. It's the right thing but it sucks. When certain things are part of your life it's hard to end them though you know its the right thing to do.