Friday, January 13, 2006
*sigh*
So here goes. I want to lose weight. Badly. I remember what it felt like when I was thirty pounds lighter. I was so proud of myself. I felt comfortable. Essentially, I wasn't thinking about my weight. now.. I think about it ALL THE DAMN TIME. And maybe its late but I'm angry. I'm angry that I let myself get this way. I'm angry that this is all in my control and yet I can't seem to get my act together. I really hope that I can get it together and grab onto some self discipline this year. *sigh*